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Tuesday, 18 November 2003

  • All of my life I have been alone. It hurts, Right down to the bone Often I cry, But all my tears, For which you can't see, Have been stolen by my peers. You have stolen all of my emotions All but one. The fuckin' rage is boiling. Ever so slowly it's melting my mask. Something else you can't see, Only because you are blind. I want you to know me. Not what I have done. Let's face I've done some dumb shit. So basically What I want to say Is fuck you. But I can't say that. It's not your fault That I don't talk. I am labeld shy. Why? Because I don't talk to you? I really do want too. I just don't know how. I may have forgotten. Or maybe when I say "hi" You say "bye" Fuck you. If I were to die, You'd leave me where I lie. Sometimes I think I am dead. You stare like I'm a ghost. So I have but one question. Why do you shun me away Every fucking day? 17 years of my life have past. All of them alone. If someday soon, I don't gain a true friend, Everything will end. So when you read this poem, Know that this is me. No longer can I remain strong. It's time to hit the bong. -Kyle R. 2000
  • Dang, I totally forgot that drawing! (The drawing in the background). I drew that back umm.. I'd say uh, 98? 99? Or was it 97? I don't know but all I know is that, it took me about 3 hours to do it. I can't believe I drew that! I copied it off of our pictures.. NOT TRACE.. but copied! I would have to say that this (along with other drawing of us) were the best drawings I've ever drawn. I was never good at drawing people. This is the best that I can do haha! That's the realistic one... here's a drawing of me and Charlene looking more animated...

    and the most animated drawing of us (which you know for a damn fact it's not realistic because I kinda emphasized a little more... basically, we got BANGIN BODIES in my drawings!) hahah!

    I wish I can draw like that again.. but I can't no more hehe...

Monday, 17 November 2003

  • Hey, you know, for some reason, it's hard for me to tell you guys a story or something you guys can respond to now or whatever! Arrgg.. That sucks! But I'll give it a shot hehe.. Well hmm.. this weekend I did nothing but stay home. We rented Hulk thanks to the hook up from Jen². "Thank you!!"  That was a cool movie! After watching it, Arcy started jumping around pretending he was the Hulk haha! And the funny thing is, Joanne was doing the same thing and they were posing and going "Arrrggg!!" in front of Ryla and Ryla had that "WTF?!" look on her face haha!!! Kinda like this: Shock 3 hahah! Hey do you guys do that? Where after watching a really good movie, do you start imagining yourself in that movie?! HAH! I know you guys do that!! Like after watching an action movie, on the way home from the Theaters, I would imagine myself being in the characters situation! hahah! Or why is it when I watch something scary, I totally and purposely scare myself at night! WHY IS THAT?!?

    You know what I haven't done in a while? Is having some fun . Man, don't you feel old? I seriously do! when the clock hits 10pm I swear it's like 2am! And the year is almost ending! Ain't that a Crazy Thang!

Thursday, 13 November 2003

  • Hey... you know, MySpace is very addicting. You guys should sign up and save me as a friend there! Anyway, Hmm.. what shall I talk about?  I like these smileys! They're so cool! hahah  Ain't that a cute thang?! haha! Well anyway, dammit, I know I was gonna talk about something but I forgot! Arrgg... You know what? I'll get back at you on this entry.. hehehe.. Okay HAVE A GOOD DAY!!

     

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